Did I sleep well last night? nope. Do I feel real good this morning? nope. Could I be doing a number of different things? Yep. Are there politics in the church that make me NOT want to be part of it? Yep. Are there people whom I do not mesh with real well and don't mesh with me? Yep. Do I always WANT to be in worship? Nope. So why do I always end up going? Simple!
God's Gifts of forgiveness and life. To hear the precious words of the Gospel and to receive the precious sacrament. Everything else falls into place when these things are at the center.
Christ have mercy